sleep to dream...

Lately i have been having really weird dreams. I have several dreams a night, tho i only remember at most two of them when i awake. there are only a few types of dreams i have; i dream of things i want desperately to happen but never will, horrible things i hope never happen, an experience that i have to redo and i don't understand why- like going back to high school when i know i have completed it and the same thing always happens, i forget what my next class is and i have to search for my schedule. its so stupid! - or nightmares. i have nightmares alot. I'm not really sure why... maybe because i worry alot.. idk =|

I love dreaming, its so fascinating. the best part of sleeping is dreaming.
I used to listen to music every night when i would go to bed. it always made me fall asleep faster or just relax me until the sleep part came. i would have a set play list made that i would put on, or sometimes i would make another one fitting to my mood. i would always put on the most depressing and saddest music. i didn't intend to do that, it just happened that way. to me that was the most relaxing and it just fit i guess. most of the time i would just lie awake thinking, thinking of everything. mostly of the past or whatever memory the song would bring back. its weird that music can hold so much of the past with just one song.
Recently I've noticed that i haven't been listening to anything, i used to always have to put something on or else i couldn't sleep. somehow i just stopped. tho with autumn here i feel the need to take back the old habit.

so i look forward to sleep tonight, mostly cause i have an awesome play list to sleep to!!