i cant believe it.
it seems so strange how fast time flies.
that's why we have to make every moment of our life count and worth living.
one minute you're right where you want to be then the next you're old and asking yourself where all that time went.
this time of year always makes me think about the past.
and how much things change and also how much people change.
I know I, myself have changed quite a bit.
but don't we all...
to find yourself. its a journey. but really its when you find God, That's when you're found. Then that's when things begin.
but some find out sooner then others, and others could go
on their whole life trying to find themselves and Jesus.
Christmas makes me think of how things used to be.
how things were when my Papa was alive.
Past Christmas'.
thinking of the different years and how we spent each one.
i miss my papa so much. I got so close to him cause he lived with us for so long.
i wish he could see me now, i wish Han could have met him.
i wish he could have been here for when my brother had his first Child.
sometimes i think of my dad and how he feels, how it is for him to spend the holidays without his father, and just with us kids.
i don't know how i would feel. it would be hard, and to just think back on times and how things were then.
i know this time of year is depressing to a lot of people. its a sad thing. cause its not suppose to be that way.
its about Jesus, family, love and faith.
see what i love most about the holidays is i love being with all of my family, friends, and the people i love. seeing everyone together. everyone with a smile on their face laughing and telling stories. it makes me happy.
i love that feeling being surrounded by the people i care most for. its a good warm fuzzy feeling :)
so i am looking forward to spending this wonderful holiday with people that i love.
i just wish i could spend it with everyone i care for.
so i hope you have a Beautiful Holiday &
i hope you spend it with the people you Love.
Take Care & Be Safe :)




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