So with this I do not want to come off the wrong way. First of all it upsets me when I put my trust in someone to only have them throw it back in my face. Thinking they were and/are my Friend. Saying one thing and doing another. How can you act one way and make yourself out to be a hypocrite. Placing yourself higher then others... how can you have so much pride in yourself. You, Yourself are not perfect. It hurts me knowing that you compare yourself to me and others. I can see it in your face that you judge me.
I guess I shouldn't have so much faith in others, I just want to believe that the people I care for Love me the way I am and don't treat me as if I were an idiot like you are smarter then me. Sometimes I feel like the love I show to others is taken for granted, like they use me for their own needs.
I know I am not perfect, but I try to do my best and not judge others or treat them differently.
It just hurts to know that you try to make yourself out to be better then me, like you have to One-Up everything I do or say. When I thought you were my friend not competition.
I know you don't want to be judged just the same... I don't get it.
God doesn't want us to be filled with Pride and I know you know this.
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AMANDA!!! First off, I miss you!
Second, don't let people like this drag you down. You are an amazing person and if someone feels they have to compete with you in life it's because their jealous and/or starving for attention. Just remember your real friends are always their for you and never judging.
Thank you steve :)
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